Corey Chronicles

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My wife recently started school again, she is going back for her masters.  This has decreased the time that we see each other as she leaves before I wake up and is working later now.  This has affected my mood quite a bit, especially in the morning, which pushes me to the conclusion that I need to have people around me to keep my happiness up, to a point.  I don't like crowds and I don't like a group of people I don't know.  So the social interaction has to be with people I know and it has to be limited.  Also I need to keep my life constantly changing.  Normalcy and schedule is my kryptonite.  If I have to be somewhere routinely(this goes for downtime not work) I start to not enjoy it as it is too scripted, in my mind.  I've always had issues with things that are constant.  I think that is why I like computers sooo much, even though I am technically sitting at a computer for an extended period of time which can be considered as a constant, I am able to change what I am doing and vary the task greatly.  Plus there is a constant stimulous.  Anyhoo I will have to become accustomed to not having my wife around and get used to a level of routine.